long time, no time

Been busy lately. Crazy busy.

Was offered a job in my field in Kelowna. Accepted it. Being transferred. It is, at the start, a small step back for me, but I am beleiving that i will be promoted from within when the time is right.

Moved from Vernon to Kelowna. That was nuts, and very tiring and exhausting.

Been commuting back to Vernon to work there, my last day there is Tuesday. That is exciting, but also a little sad...

God has been blessing me. In my job(s), in my move, in my life in general.

One way God has blessed me, is not that long ago, i watched a movie and it reminded me so VERY much of Melanie. I broke down several times while watching it, feeling alternately physically sick and sadly weepy. It was a tough time.

But, I have been learning something in my life. We, as people, tend to switch things off and move past them, pushing them aside. Oftentimes, it is before we have actually truly dealt with them. Sometimes, God blesses us by unexpectedly ripping off the bandaid, and the scab with it, in order to facilitate further healing. That hurts. I have been learning in my life, when this happens, to smile through the tears and the pain, and thank God for what He is doing, and let Him do it.

Several days later, while driving, God showed me a revelation about my last marriage, to Rachelle, that helped me to put some things into proper perspective. That was also unexpected, completely out of the blue. Once again, God's divine blessing works in mysterious ways.

So, i am doing well. By faith, i know and proclaim that i am doing AWESOME! I'm a little tired out, and a little nervous, and a lot overwhelmed. But I will make it, Jesus will walk me through it, and I will rejoice in His many blessings.

My mind is going a hundred miles an hour. Guess it is time to go to bed, prepare myself for my last work shift in Vernon with a good rest.

:)