To Bat

Well, we all make mistakes in life. And we have to live with the consequences.

My consequences could be grave. Could be.

My main worry right now is my work situation. Really, it should not be a "worry" at all, as God is in control and i can do nothing much about the current situation. However...

Basically, here is how it goes. Currently, one female employee who was a big part of my life this year (and a big part of my mistakes in life!), she has been off for several months on medical leave. Apparently, she is planning on coming back. Maybe. Also, she has gone to my boss' boss and complained...about what, we do not know. But she alwasy said that if she left here, she would cause the poop to hit the fan when she did, so...this isn't good. My boss has a meeting with his boss today (Tuesday), and my boss is nervous already.

My boss has said he will go to bat for me. He wants me here. That is self-evident, as i previously put in my resignation and he would not accept it.

My boss wants me here. My boss does not want "her" here. Acutally, pretty much everybody here has expressed to me their support of me, and that they want me here and not her. That is encouraging, and heart-warming.

Problem is...what does my boss' boss want? What will he allow my boss to do, especially in these tough economic times?

It is all in the air right now. Everybody is nervous. I am tired of talking about it. Really, i am just plain ol' tired of talking about "her." I want to stop already. I just want her gone, so that we can all (at work) move on. And then, i can stop having to talk and wonder about her, and i can get on with my life, like i have been trying to do...

Lord, i just want to move on. I accept my mistakes, i know what they are, and i am done with that way of living. I am trying hard to live life Your way now, Lord...so please take care of this situation. We do not need her here. And, if she comes back, i have to leave. Nobody here, least of all me, would like it if that happened.

So, please Lord, take care of this situation swiftly. Thank You.