The Path Less Traveled

Sometimes, the path that God lays out in front of you, hits you like a cinderblock to the head.

You realize that the path you have been looking for, searching for, for so long, has actually been in plain sight the whole time.

If I want to be in God’s will, truly be in God’s will, there is only one decision that I can make at this point in my life that will be certain to put me in His will.

So, I made it.

I am …such a fool, to have waited this long to make this decision. Talk about leaving things to the last second!

How this decision is received by others…I do not know. That, of course, is crucial. Can’t get on the path, if the path is blocked.

Faith in God, in Who He is, will serve me well if I get to travel this path. So will my brokenness, my compassionate spirit, and my intense need for honesty in all my relationships.

Please cover me, and my situation, with your prayers. I need them. I have chosen to start over. To start over, with somebody from my past…if they will take me back.

Nothing could be more God’s will, than this decision. We shall see where God takes me next.


Most people, will think I am going this route, or trying to, out of loneliness and desperation. Part of that, would be true. The "desperation" part - I am desperate to make sure I am in God's will for my life. I have seen enough, talked enough, with this person, to know that both of us have made changes in our lives, and it is entirely possible that the miracle that we have both been seeking from God, it is right here in front of us.

We shall see.

In the meantime, I have decided in the next day or two, to remove all mention of MJ from this site. She is a part of my past - I am moving forward into my future, full speed ahead. Lord, be the Captain of this vessel, and steer it well