So…
I think I am just going to go about my life.
I am not going to stop believing. But, I guess I am going to stop acting like it is just around the corner and I have to pray it in. Gonna stop acting like it is dependant upon anything that I do.
(I hope that) I will continue to pray for her. I am sure that I will continue to care for her. But, while she is not in my life, I have to live my life without her.
It isn’t a stopping of my believing, and it isn’t a shirking of my duties. It is just taking a little better care of myself. It is allowing God the space to do what He wishes to do in life, without me pestering Him and demanding that He do things NOW. I need to take an emotional step back for a time.
When You want something else out of me, Lord, I stand ready.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
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